I am so sexualy frustrated, Why did you tease me like that but then not follow through ? Like DAMN ! I swear if i wasn’t a virgin already i’d fuck you long and good ! Nigga i put it on my lifeeee. But i wanna loose it to someone special to me and although i’d enjoy making love to you, you’re not that type of guy /: Fuck, just my luck. Sadly, i’m kinda just like ready to loose this shit so i can fuck around, but maybe it’s best if i don’t .-__- I’m such a chick, wanted to make love and not fuck. #CLASSY lol.
I always try my best to make people happy and give advice (Even when they don’t appreciate, or deserve it) but now it’s my turn . I sadly have no idea who to go to though, I’m deeply saddend and it hurts to act like nothing bothers me . My friend arguing with me, my best friend replacing me, my friend doesn’t know i really like her, My friend keeps pissing me off, My friends don’t understand. I just … I don’t know who to turn to, No one seems trusyworthy . I think imma just go cry to myself ):
I think i’m gay ? Or atleast bi . I’d explain my whole life story with my sexuality but it’d take too long, But to sum it all up I’ve always been picky over people, male and female. And i found them both attractive and i have no problem what so ever to do anything with them , To think at this generation the world would be very forgiving and open to homosexuality but not enough for my liking . I guess my greatest fear would be to feel not accepted or people would feel uncomfortable around me . But i’ll never truly know until i’ve been with a dude and chick . FerSuree
Times are hard again, But i’ll get through it.
I’m broken, everyday i wake up and try my best to be who i really am, dress how i really wanna dress … But it’s difficult, Nothings ever enough anymore .
The constant critisism and complaints don’t help either, let along my personal family issues . Each day i loose more and more hope .
I try to pray about the shit in my life but i’m not good at it, and it doesn’t seem to work, But it does work on the necessary things, i guess . But lately i’ve been loosing my faith, but that means he’s testing my faith right ?
People are starting to hate me ? And why, Because i accidently hit you ? Because i held your girlfriends hand ? Because i told my friend you was talking shit? Com’on doe.
I feel alone, I’ve felt alone for awhile now, there’s nothing i can do about it .
And another thing, Why am i so useless ?I give great advice !And i help people when i can, But some people would rather have no one than me, I just don’t understand …
Blahh blahh blahh … My miserable life /: Sorry, Just needed to vent ? … Just a Weeee bit .
I feel so alone, I have no true hardcore loveable best friends ): I’m always a second, third sometimes even last resort. I’m not that interesting of a person, But im kinda kool right ? No ? Okai . It just sucks because i want that person i can always chill with, go shopping with, and laugh with (: Be stupid and be myself. merp … Nobody really likes me anymore, I’m so lone sum .I’m never good enough, I try but i’m not >.<
It sucks how i’m setting myself up for disapointment /: You don’t want me . You just want pussy . What a perv /: I disgust myself ): I just keep imagining the person I want you to be, Not who you really are -____- WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO PERVERTED ?! Ugh, guys suck » GOING LESBIAN
But not really lol .
I wish you had feelings for me , I want to take care of you , Make you smile . I want to cuddle, and tease you . Cook for you, and wake up next to you . Tell you secrets, and go to random stores at malls and try on clothes . Like why can’t life be that simple ?
